Time Flys!

Fourth of July weekend. Two years ago, yesterday, Andrew proposed to me. Who knew we'd be here. Who knew...

1) We'd have a beautiful and perfect wedding day
2) Get a cat
3) I'd get a new job with awesome co-workers and stability
4) Have the breast reduction I'd dreamed about
5)Buy a house we thought it'd take years to get
6) Buy a dog
7) Be regularly attending an amazing church with my brother and his wife
8) Meet new friends that have become so close
9) Watch close friends get engaged and married

It's been a fast two years. Funny how you always think you'll know exactly where you'll be "one year from now," five years, etc. But really, you have... no... i... dea. Most of those things on the list, I couldn't have guessed would happen. And even just in the next year to come, I'm sure things will happen that I can't imagine. Yet somehow, we always feel like we know it all. Like we can see it all coming. As if what we have right here, right now, is all we're ever gonna have. I'm ready for God to surprise me some more...

Puppies are hard...

Maddy is so cute, but I know that in about 6 months, I'll love her much more than I do today. She's just got so much energy! Whenever I have her out, it's constant chasing her around the house. I intend on borrowing a couple of baby gates from my mom, so as to maybe keep her a little more contained and me a little more calm.

Blogging is hard too. I blog so rarely that I feel when I do blog, it needs to be something deep and exciting. Something with good news. But not much is happening. So maybe if I do a couple lame blog posts like this, it'll get me rolling. =D

A Good Message.

Before I get too deep here, 2 quick things... 1) The before pictures of the house are posted and the after ones will come in a few weeks. 2) Andrew and I bought a puppy. We get to bring her home saturday and I'm sure pictures of her will go up quite fast. She's a bright, spunky, happy, cuddly Golden Doodle! We <3 her. K... on to the purpose of this post...

I liked church very much today. The entire sermon was about endurance, but there was one snipet in particular that really struck me. He started talking about not looking back at the past, but always looking forward. How, when you're running a race, if you look back, you'll stumble and fall. You're not meant to run looking backwards, you're meant to run looking forward... striving for the finish line. He then went on to give a list of examples, but what it came down to is this. That's me. It's totally me. I spend so much time in heartache over where I used to be. Not in all ways, but spiritually. Whenever I find myself longing to be close to God again, I find myself thinking "well, I was close to God in Ocean City, but not now." Or, "I was close to God that summer I transferred colleges, but not now." And then, I get stuck. I get stuck reminiscing about how things used to be. About who I used to be. About how devoted I was, and about how devoted I'm not. And then I just give up. I decide that I'm just not that girl anymore and that I just can't be close to God anymore, but that's crap. I can't help but think of that song from Rent. No day but today. I don't need to sit around sulking about how I used to be spiritually. I just need to get up and do it. I need to show up to church every sunday. I need to open my Bible. I need to pray. I need to AT LEAST think about God. I rarely even consider Him anymore. It's sad really. But it doesn't need to be sad. I can have that relationship any day I want it. God doesn't live ONLY in Ocean City 04. God doesn't live ONLY in the summer of 05. God lives right here right now in Fairlawn Ohio in May of 09.

All Moved In!

So we're all moved into the house, and it's perfect! So for a few moving day stories.

I had to work the morning of moving day (plus I'm still not allowed to lift anything over 10 pounds due to my surgery), so I did my part by packing absolutely everything up before people came to move us. Not to mention, Andrew and I made took two carloads of boxes and things over nearly every day for the 10 days we had the keys before we moved. There was only a small stack of boxes left in the dining room when people came to load up the uhaul. Otherwise, just furniture! I was so proud. =) They still ended up having to make two trips with the uhaul since Andrew and I had more furniture than the average apartment. The bowflex and the elliptical machine will get ya. But the job got done and by 1:30 in the afternoon, everything was unloaded, in place, and we were eating pizza. Yumm! By sunday night, most everything was unpacked. I just have a few boxes that I've been lazy about cause they're full of pictures and things that I'm just not sure where to put them yet.

All the red paint is gone. =) We painted the office and the kitchen cupboards before we moved in. That was quite an adventure as well. Had to sand them down, put two coats of primer, then two coats of paint. But again... job done, and it's beautiful! We picked perfect colors. The kitchen actually doesn't feel so small anymore.

The scariest part of moving day was when I almost dropped Squire out the second story window. Ooops? See, he likes windows. Andrew and I were moving things around in our bedroom and I was like "Hey Squire, sit up here on the window sill. You'll like it." So, I sit him up there and the bottom of the screen pops out when he leans on it. Omg. So scary. I grabbed him and my heart was just pounding. Can you imagine!? Not to mention, the air conditioning unit sits right below our window. Poor guy woulda had broken bones. =\ But he is safe. And Andrew spent the next 20 minutes pounding on the window with a hammer so that the screen would fit better in place. No falling kitties, please.

So there's this church 5 minutes from our new house that we thought looked neat. Turns out, our friends Gary and Audrey go there. So we decided we wanted to check it out. See, it's been quite a long time since Andrew and I have been consistant about any aspect of church-going or God-following. Like, two years long. So I decided that with moving, it was going to be a time of new beginnings. So, I wanted to go. Turns out, my brother wanted to go too! He, on the other hand, has been more like 12-15 years out of the loop. So needless to say, I was super excited. =D Adam, Becca, Andrew and I have been growing extremely close over the past two years, so to think we could be even closer by being church friends together and with Gary and Audrey is just unbelievable. It's been SO long since I've had any kind of community and any kind of direction. Two years with God on the back burner is a long time. But, I think this new church will be a good kickstart again. Needless to say, I loved the place. It was so comfortable! And you get to drink coffee in church. =) Hehe. The message was great, and I have no doubt it will continue to be that way. Hopefully this will all help me get back on track.

Anyway, pictures coming soon to facebook. Before pictures this week, after pictures maybe next week. =D

Packing!

Andrew and I have a meeting to close on our house just 35 minutes from now, and the keys will be in our hands tomorrow. How exciting!!!! Since I'm so excited, I actually started packing! I have 6 boxes packed. Not bad for about 45 minutes of my time, especially since I don't move till next weekend. We want to get as many small things moved over before moving day as we can. Anything to make the big move a little easier. =)

The loan process up till now has been quite stressful. The mortgage rep I was working with was basically a moron that knew very little and made the process pretty horrible. But... it worked out, and I guess that's really all that matters. I think I'll be feeling a huge weight off my shoulders when I get that phone call telling me to come get the keys. Then things will REALLY feel real. So exciting!!!

Getting Closer...

We're getting closer to closing day on our house. =) It's pretty exciting. Andrew and I have spent much time dreaming about all the things we want to do to it as soon as we get the keys. We'll spend a week and a half painting, cleaning up the hardwood floors, and doing small projects to make it our own. Then we'll move in the last weekend of April. It feels so far away, but I know it'll sneak up on us. I have so many ideas of ways to decorate and furniture to buy.

We also have quite a list of bigger projects. We'll be turning our den into a library and building shelves into the walls. That will probably be a winter project. We'll also be making a brick patio on the back. That will be an early summer project. =) And the biggest and best part of all, is the kitchen remodel we'll be doing next summer! We'll be bumping the wall out and adding a three foot addition on the back of the house, and then totally gutting and redoing the entire kitchen/dining room area. Let me tell you... it needs it. It's currently a very small, VERY outdated kitchen. But I can live with it for a year until we make it amazing.

So now that we've done all this constant thinking and planning, we're ready to move! Stay tuned for a housewarming party sometime in June.

I'm told I'm a bad blogger...

So I know I don't blog often, but I'm planning on doing better at it.

Now that it's three weeks later... and update on my surgery! It went AMAZING! I seriously feel like nothing ever happened. Ever since I woke up from the anesthesia, I have had no pain. At the very most, I've had some aches here and there. Or, if I over do the lifting and moving, I feel really exhausted at night. But really, I can't complain. They didn't have to put in any drains. They creep me out, so I was very happy to wake up and find zero tubes coming out of me. They also were able to do adhesive stitches so I didn't even have to go back and get stitches taken out! They had me stay over night just to monitor me, but by the time I came home, I was feeling good as new. So, I spent my two weeks off from work just watching TV, playing on the computer, reading a little bit, and enjoying many visits and dinners from friends and family.

Even right now, just three weeks later, I feel so good that it's hard to imagine that it ever happened. It's a shame that I spent so much time agonizing over the anticipation of the surgery, but there's no way that I could have known my body would react so well. Most people that have this surgery are in serious pain afterward. I was truly lucky and truly blessed. It's pretty unbelievable.

Other good things... Andrew and I are buying a house! Woot! Our offer has been accepted, our loan is being processed, the inspection went well... so now we just wait for our closing date! We're scheduled to close on April 15th! So in just a few weeks, Andrew and I will be leaving the apartment life forever and settling down in Fairlawn, OH. That is, until we find a good excuse to settle down in North Carolina somewhere. =P Anyways, it's a cute white cape-cod that has lots of charm and personality. It's mostly move in ready, but has a lot of projects we want to do over the years. One of them is a kitchen remodel next summer. So fun!

Thats all for now, but I promise I'll update again soon.